And it just keeps getting worse....I didn't think that was possible. I am ready I swear to disappear from everything and everyone. I love my children, I love my husband, I hate my life and who I have been pretending to be for over 30yrs. I am not that polite respectful, its ok person....on the inside right now I am screaming 24/7 please stopping hurting me I CAN'T take anymore. Stop lying, stop deciding for me, stop telling me that I am over reacting it will all work out, stop treating me like a weak little flower who can't make a decision on her own. Stop making all the important decisions then as an after thought, once its already done bring it to me. The only way this is going to work out is if they all STOP and realize that being taken advantage or for granted of can only go on for so many years before there is nothing more to give. Right now I have nothing more.