My suggestion is to find yourself a "chubby chaser"; they're out there. All my GF's have been big girls. My good fortune is that many women enjoy having a crossdresser in their life. I'm not saying you should necessarily seek out a "CD" like me, but there is someone for everyone. Expand your horizons.

Try Craig's List with an add like this: BBW, age ___ seeks chubby chaser age ___ to _____. Let's meet in a public place and get to know each other. Contact me via Craig's List and tell me about yourself. Email me your photo and I'll send you mine.

Trust me, it works.

Hang in there sister!

xoxo,
Terri