This is my first time on this site, and I guess I'm on here because there is no one else in my life that relates to me or for me to communicate with. Right now I just feel so alone. I have always been a loner and though I have family around me, it still feels that I am alone. I can't seem to relate to them or I just can't be happy. No matter what my life just seems impossible. I don't know what to do. Now that my emotions are just so ****ed up, it feels like I am neglecting my children which I don't want to do. My relationship seems to be going down hill with my kids father and I don't know if I even want to try and fix that.