Suzzie, T's have to keep themselves busy and have constant clients just like you. She is trying and two weeks from now is the best she can do, it doesn't mean you are not important to her.

The feelings that trouble you right now are a result of something and you CAN work through that. I had to go through that myself and I can relate to your mixed feelings. And I think that there are others here that can also relate, but will all tell you that you can work through that and actually end up feeling much better about yourself.

Please give therapy a chance, you truely do deserve that.

(((Hugs)))
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