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I've got an appointment with my doctor for next Thursday to discuss getting an eeg and some other brain tests to determine if or why I had my seizure and if or why it may happen again, I had a CT scan done at the hospital on my third visit this month, they said everything looked fine. This is a feeling (above mentioned) I've experienced for quite some time, especially in the last 10 months, twice it was pretty strong the week leading up to my second seizure. My daughter was swimming in the pool and asking me a question. I could hear her talking kind of but I didn't even know how or that I was supposed to respond. It went away after a minute but a few days later it happened again, at the pool with my daughter. Then it happened in the moments leading up to my second seizure, which my t thinks could be related to my DID. At the same time, it seems to happen and to get worse when I'm having a bad day anxiety wise. And at the same time it can still happen (just not as often) when I feel like I'm having a good day. Yesterday it just kept happening, I had to go in bed and lay down for a while until I felt back to normal.
I do want to make sure it's not the above mentioned. Especially since I was on the Mirena (had it removed 3 weeks ago, it's an IUD) and am/was a rather heavy smoker. So blod clots kind of worry me and it shows they are the cause for the "mini strokes" but the ct scan came back fine, hopefully the rest will as well. This just seems connected to my anxiety and connected to my dissociation at the same time. But then again it happens when I'm not anxious or spacey as well. So I thought maybe the doctors are wrong, the old were right and maybe it's from the schizophrenia. It's such a jumbled mess. But I didn't think to bring it up to my regular doctor, I will be sure to next Thursday when I go in
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