i know the fealings very similar im a person of faith and i think sometimes is my faith alone that has helped me to survive and maintain i do not maintain well at all sometimes my responcablity goes in the craper and i respond negtivly it sorta sucks cause others dont realize its not you being a problem its problems getting to me ifail to deal at time but lean on faith that dosnt say they wont be bad times some times all i feal like i have but thee are rays of sunshine we fail to see at times
im a mess physicaly and mentaly but i am a work of Gods Grace in progress must strugle to maintain and survive keeping faith and prayer real and close and that body mass thing it said same to me as well i dont think it can mesuer mass of musucle like a diatican can so dont take it to heart so bad just use as a tool to work with you could have lot more muscle weight than water/fat like i do ya looks difrent in merror my mirror lies to me all time only breaks me down when i listen and stop beliving.
in our prayers rob