going threw simelr stuffs here add some in some areas and add some with old time damage aded to my new time damage
i wish i knew magic words to say and make all things go away and or change
i cant even deal with mine thought hard i do try i deal with physical pain and emotional mental issiues i am a christian and a person of deep faith and that helps so very much but when the depesion is wooping me like a dog sometimes even faith shakes in my mind i guess the keys are relizing there are problems first sadly with me i relize them tolate and wake up with everything attacking me at once
it is a strugle that most do not understand heck in last 30 years i have seen known and fealt and gone threw more stuff than i could even imagin not because im strong i aint i have tryed some stupid painfull things that only hurt myself worse i have gone over the edge and come back and seems teeterd on edge forever since i just trust in Christ and try to do right and live right and all sure i fail lots but with God there is forgivness and love and light and in my mind often its the oposite some would say its a contradiction but lot of life is like that and half orless than half the time folk relize or recongize untill things get bad and start breaking down i have fallen i am broken my heart mind and life has been shaterd BUT i will truse in God and i will survive and try to maintain i wish you joy hope and love sometimes they run away from me to but know your not alone and lern to trust the oly one realy trustablke best i can say
in our prayers rob