3 actualy usaly not all mixed together though that would mace me panic but one sadens me one stillsm em and helps me controll and one help me relize ther is a God thats bigger than all my probs even when my world is on fire and my sprit is crashing and i cant get out of the drowning tide ther is the rope of hope and a ray of light i fail to see it at times though the sad song has left me awake for 2 and half days striaght in nothing but emptyness and tears all balled up im my fears yet i couldnt cope so i stayed in same spot freeked out or depressed all i wanted to do is cry but one must suervive and change the toon when can im not well and i wouldnt want to harm anyone else but myself best we can do is reach out in faith even if we dont see anyone there thers others going threw hell on earth as well we just cant see others when things upside down in my life sorry if i dont make sence im a work of Grace in progress God bless rob