Dealing with a..pretty deeply ingrained delusion (that I can only barely quench my pride enough to call it such) for the last few days. Thinking I might need to take a step away from the internet, since it's the main way this delusion gets fed. Even if I am right, then I can't really do anything about it right now anyway, and worrying is just making me horrible to be around. If I don't show back up till a few days later, that's why. I'll pick up where I left off then, sorry.