(((Suzzie))),

You are not being rude really, I think you are being brave by expressing your true feelings. We can support you better when you are honest about how you feel. And that is important to remember because when you do that, you will find out that you are not alone in how you feel.

I really meant it when I said I know how you feel because I too said and thought similar things you have stated here. And that is how I know where you are and how you need extra support to help you get brave and truely push yourself to allow yourself to get therapy.

(((Suzzie))) when we struggle from an abuse, especially if it happened when we were young we often think we are not important enough somehow. This is very typical and you really need to know that, because you are really not alone in having these feelings.

Opening up and discussing how we were abused, especially when we were young does make us feel vulnerabe (weak as you put it) I had that too, but you DO GET PAST THAT.

(((Hugs)))
Open Eyes