Hi Faith2009, I just read your other posts, and it sounds like you've got a lot on your plate to have to think about and deal with. And with big decisions ahead, yet it seems like you are trying to find someone to talk to about things. Hopefully you will find this forum a useful place, for sharing ideas etc. Sometimes things can seem overwhelming when there are so many issues to have to deal with, so - take some deep breaths, and work on them one by one to create some peace and happiness for yourself.