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I'm sorry that you are having struggles right now. We just about made it through the winter though! Now it's starting to turn into spring (is it looking like spring yet where you are?) Trying to stop SI is not all that different from dieting. You know how someone who is doing really great on a diet might slip and eat more of something one day than they thought they ought to, and then they think that their diet is ruined and give up? It doesn't really matter what happens on one day out of many - it is the long haul that makes a difference. One slip does not mean that you have failed. You went a whole year free of hurting yourself! That is really wonderful! I might never be able to say that. I wish that you didn't feel bad. Please give yourself credit for what you have accomplished. And have I told you that I just really appreciate your friendship and all the times that we have chatted, and all your teriffic ideas that give me something to think about? I just think you are really neat.

<font color=orange>There is an easy answer to your problem that is neat, plausible, and wrong.

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