I'm 22 years old. And I'm in need of some advice.

I recently have been extremely depressed. Having short panic attacks. Very quiet, no appetite.

I am lost. I lost my job, totaled my car, lost my social security card. and license.
Am in debt with credit cards. Haven't paid rent in 4 months. Can't afford food.
I been trying to find a job. But nobody will hire me. Nothing local to me is hiring.

(Thank god for my roommate helping me)

Ik it doesn't sound like the worst. But i wake up everyday. Wishing I didn't wake up.
This is no way to live. Everything is falling apart at once. I spend every night in tears. I don't know where to start. I have zero dollars to my name. No car. I just don't know what to do.

I just hate my life, and I realize many others have it worse off.
But I'm at the lowest I could be right now.

I've never once met my father. And my mother tries her damn hardest.

I'm slowly dying inside. Day after day

I honestly just need to say this aloud. Maybe it will help me.