Dont give up hope!
i know this may sound strange but perhaps you could do some volunteer work right now, go to your local soup kitchen or pass out food to the homeless, it may not help at first but it might help you realize some things, makes friends, and even provide you with food in some cases or just a great experience.
if god brought you to it, he will bring you through it. this experience may be tough, i know, im depressed to, but i also feel helping others with there situations helps me.
im sorry im only 16, but i try to say what i can and what i understand, i dont know if you believe in it or not, but i will be praying for you. i hope everything gets better, just dont give up hope quite yet, give it time and im sure something magical will happen.
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