I understand what you mean. I think that after being depressed for an entire year, I've sort of gotten into a rut. I forced myself out of my room to visit friends who are stay at home moms, but since those friendships went down the toilet Idk what to do with myself, should I even have the drive... My actions are depressing, I do nothing except eat, sleep, chat and post. Yet for the most part, I feel good. Winter's here, it's wet and cold, that doesn't help at all, I go from 1 pair of pj's to the next. It's sad really...