thank you for the reply.i got some health problem due to the pressure.
briefly,there are peace and violent(reason and not reason) existing together in this world,in order to tackle the not reason,we have to grow the reason to an extent that there is a connection or ground we can retreat with in unsafe situations constantly.and that must be formed in the evironment of reason or truth(the question again).there are surely many funny things in this world,but they don't connect to your actual life,they are not the things you can retreat with in a real life situation,they're just spots,there's still a gap.