I'm frustrated, and down in the dumps. I'm having abandonment issues right now, and having a hard time feeling attractive. I really just want one on one with my partner but its not happening and it feels like a blow to my confidence. Cause I just don't what to do, I keep trying but nothing happens. Its really frustrating and just adds to all my other feelings, then I also find my self wondering if she's still attracted to me or if I'm to skinny or to big for her, or does she just not want to see me or does it even have anything to with me? I don't know just spinning and my mind is going everywhere
Thanks for letting me share everyone.