I am so very suprised to find that I am in the position now of really wanting to go to work. Not back to work, work, different, with children would be my highest goal. I have not felt this desire in a long time. It means something to me that I want this and that I am not feeling like I am disabled and unable to return to the work force. I want this. I want to be able to make a difference in the life of a child. I also want little stress so the exec jobs are not for me. Yes we are poor and will be poor even when/if I get a job but I have found that I am ready to go out and advocate, teach, love, care for.... Children! What a wild place to be. If we look back at when I left my job I felt that it was impossible for me to work anywhere. Now I have hope. I have found hope that I will find a job that rings again with my beliefs and that IU can do with pride. My old job was so much like that for a long time. Stuff got in the way over the years. I am so pumped, I want a job!!!!!!