i'm out of me,especially,by waiting to the mute most of the time.i know i can get into a hole.that is an abstract question.right now,i just feel intruded,i mean the space of my basic living is disturbed, to be specific that is my meals,my place to sleep in,and the internet.in my place the neighbor's kid pulled my internet line outside and mom said nothing can't be done.she's just not on my side when involving outsiders.and other outsiders visiting her place ...i am just nervous.
i first post this thread in ptsd section,http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=226900.