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You're certainly not alone in this. I go back and forth with this so much. I get frustrated that I'm forced to listen to such petty conversations as the latest TV shows, the weather, sports and so much nonsense it drains me even more. I think a lot of it in my experience at least is honestly, there are much better things to talk about. Perhaps I am a little big headed but I feel like I have to dumb myself down to talk to others, I have to be bland, boring, lack of any real substance and it drains me. Perhaps this is the negative way to look at it but it's how I feel. Faking happy and all of that, I'm a pro at that. But my fiance can see through it, which makes pretending everything is fine when it isn't nearly impossible. But no you're definately not alone, this world is full of superficial people and anything you try to discuss that doesn't meet their idea of a good conversation, you're looked at like an alien. It's rather common for some
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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