Well, I need an opinion.
I may have made a mistake, but here's some background. I've been dating my boyfriend for almost a year. We're both fifteen. I love him, and I know without out a doubt in my mind that he loves me.
Well, last night we were flirting over Skype and it kinda got to the point where it was sexting. I said that I was wearing this really short dress, and if I bent over he could see everything. And uh, I was. I told him it was too bad he was at his friend's house or I could show him. Somehow, we ended up video chatting and I showed him my breasts and sent him some pictures of me just in my underwear. I kinda started it all, and I don't feel guilty, but the logical part in my head tells me I should feel really bad. It's leaving me desperately confused, and I don't know where to go from here.
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Maybe I didn't ask for this.
Maybe I don't want this.
Maybe I can't fight this.
Maybe I'm helpless.
Maybe you hurt me.
Maybe you're confused.
Maybe I need your help.
I'm lost. I'm scared. I'm sick. I'm hurt.
I am bleeding the destruction of everyone I love!
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