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May 30, 2012, 05:00 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,275
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I have just came out of a month and half depression and I have been feeling good-great for about a week and a bit.
Yesterday I fell out with my Mum and my parent's are not speaking to me. It was over something VERY trivial and I don't understand why I am the bad person in this situation but hey ho my parents are weird.
I think I need to move out. I think my time has come for me to leave the house again and this time NOT to return. I want to just go into my savings account and take out the money and go and get a flat. There are loads of flats for rent at the moment. I would get some sort of benefit cause I do not work so my council tax might be reduced etc. I spoke to my Sister about this and she thinks I should.
I am feeling miserable. I have been crying too. I just don't want to live somewhere, where I am made to feel like ****. My Dad hasn't even acknowledged me today. Its nearly 11pm and he has seen me since 10am today. My family is a joke. I am just pissed off, can you tell?
Then I have an acquaniance who is wanting out of her job. She noticed that my ex work are looking for people. She asked my opinion and considering she knows THEY SACKED ME ON ILL HEALTH GROUNDS...... I tell her not to do it but I did put a LOL at the end of the sentence. She asked me why.... GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!
I am in such a mixed mood today, sorry for ranting and raving on here. I just can't talk to people in real life as no-one gets it or me and I just can't be arsed with people now a days. Ironically I was asked on Tuesday how I have been and I told my support worker I have been good. Which is true. Why does my mood change so quickly 
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