it's everything hitting me all at once. The surgery can't do anything my way. I hate asking for help. I have to have everything in the right place. My family is so used to me doing everything. That nothing is getting done I have to ask them everyday to do the same thing. Like a broken record. I'm just fed up at them. Simple thing like vacume the house. That's a weekly job they know what needs to be done. They tell me to stop *****ing all the time. I say than do it the first time I ask. Sometimes i end up doing it and they know i'll do it.