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That's very wise. Perhaps they are more strong than I, perhaps the peeling doesn't doesn't hurt them as much as it does myself. You make a lot of sense... I just wish I could have some time in between the "healing" to just be me, to just live and enjoy life, but every time I'm at that phase where I can finally start to see beauty in life, I get crushed back down. Perhaps learning not to let it crush me is the first step.
My fiance often says that what happens to me happens because I say it will. Basically I have bad luck because I believe I have bad luck. It's yet another cycle though, I've learned to expect the very worst of everything, yet with that comes fear of the worst. Nasty cycle, perhaps this is why therapists psych doctors and such go to school for 6-10 years, complicated things. Like my fear of seizures causes anxiety, yet my anxiety causes seizures. Eck...
Thank you again, I will truly try to remember this, very very wise indeed
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