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this is not a family setting that I want to be a part of----- which hurts more than I think anyone may realize due to I had hoped it would be good. but it does come down to my S/O is good to me, and all I can do is do it for return for him. And that our relationship is our relationship and not theirs, and does not involve them.
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There! That is the quote I was referring to above. Maybe this will come out. ?
Finally, I did it right. First time.
Another think - I think I may realize something of what you mean when you say it "hurts more than I think anyone may realize due to I had hoped it would be good."
Maybe, like with me, your family of origin left you feeling like you never had the family-feeling you craved and that everyone needs. Maybe - like me - you hoped that when you found someone special, his family would embrace you and, finally, you would feel connected in the way that your heart yearned for. I'm only guessing. That's how it was for me. It didn't work out, at all, as I had hoped. Life is just sad, sometimes.