My t told me I need to quit treating therapy like a race...especially with working on the grieving issue. She says I am trying to do too much and it could blow up in my face with another major depressive bout from working on this. Eeeeeekkkk! So for the next two weeks I cant do any new reading but I can go back and reread what I already have but i may just take a full break till the couple days before and just review what I have done. This is going to take a lot of effort on my part but I think it will be good for me.did I mention I dont see her till 2 weeks from this friday. I hate this but I gotta do it cuz I dont want another episode like last time.