i know i dont really have the right to be asking this because i know i got myself into this, and the only one capable of getting me out is me.. i understand that, i really do...
i was recently kicked out of my home because we were so damn far behind in rent.. yeh that should be a wake up call ya think.. we (my recently separated husband and i -- totally different story.. i am great at making things hard for myself) were just spending too much money on pot (dope, marijuana, weed) and alcohol (for me) and speed (for him)
we are currently living together in a different house, in separate rooms and stuff, and i'm really really afraid that i'll just lose all willpower or whatever thats s'posed to be, and go back to smoking all day everyday.. not to mention drinking.
has anyone got any suggestions on staying away from pot and/or alcohol while i'm on my own and totally unaccountable?
also if anyone wants to.. please add me to your msn contact list > mel.b.downunda@hotmail.com < and keep an eye on me.. remind me why i shouldn't be drinking and smoking my worries away.. first reason being money.. second being my health.

k, well i'ma stop rambling now.
~M