I really wouldn't recommend self-help for your problem. Therapy is your best bet. If you are interested in psychology and in helping other people, then you certainly could take some psych classes, but it doesn't replace therapy, and if your motivation for going into it is to cure yourself, that's not really the best reason for becoming a psychologist.

<font color=orange>There is an easy answer to your problem that is neat, plausible, and wrong.

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