I don't even know why I'm posting this, because I'm too tired to elaborate. But, I'm not doing well. Things feel very... don't know the right word... out of control, I guess.

I'm (still) reading a book called "Wherever You Go, There You Are". It's an attempt to help me meditate my way through some of this stuff. It's sort of helping. I don't know what else I can do, though.

Frustrated.

I'm practically NEVER able to spend more than a few seconds on PC at a time these days, so please bear with me if I don't respond right away (that is, if anyone bothers to reply to me at all).