Im in a horrid mood. This past week all ive been doin is drinking, cutting, and throwing up. Im so confused, what would i be gaining by going to a t? ( and actually talking). I feel like im losing focus, wats the point in a t? How does one accomplish and grow by goin to a t? Ad of now i have no plan for the future and everyone is pressuring me about it, but hobestly i see nO point in making plans if i feel i wont be around any loonget by then. Im just so torn and confused, like wats the point in living?