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Originally Posted by Mommilady
It's hard when you just want people to listen but they want to be active, or want you to be active, about changing things. I'm not expressing this right but even my husband, who knows about my depression and is usually very supportive, will sometimes reach the point where he can't stand to hear it from me anymore. I think it actually hurts him that I am hurting and there's not much he can do to "fix" it.
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Yeah its the when people can't stand to hear it anymore I am afraid of, but then if I go around pretending everything is alright...that makes me feel lonely to. I have to admit though sometimes I do avoid people just to keep from ruining their day with my gloom. hmm it will be interesting to see if I have this effect on therapists as well.
I guess I am not sure why exactly, but I just cant shake the feeling that I am indeed totally worthless and mostly only make peoples lives harder.