I get disappointed by my friends all the time. I just feel like, if they were really my friends, that they will know me better, and not lie to me.

They keep lying and dodging questions and I feel even more paranoid that they are excluding me or something, when really, if they told the truth, sure I might be upset but I wouldnt feel like some social pariah.

It's horrible, and sometimes I just feel I'd be better off without having them as friends at all!