had a horrible sleep last night, and ended up crying myself to sleep. Woke up feeling even worse, and a little apprehensive on my appearance today because my eyes feel super puffy from crying all night. I'm not looking forward to the day, I have to go and pay the minimum on all my bills so I don't get cut off, and I find it embarrassing to not be able to pay it full ( I know I shouldn't be embarrassed about it but I can't help it)
To top it off I went and broke up with my T the other day so I can't go talk to them about it, and well my partner won't comfort me or really touch me because she thinks she's to fat and will take up to much of my space ( she's only 94lbs) it scares me, and makes me very hurt and upset. I can't fully wrap my head around it.
Hopefully I make it through the day without breaking down