Numb can be okay for a while anyway. I know that when we have talked before you did have some things you would like to do with your life. Try to keep your goals in mind, even if they seem far away right now. Maybe the one day at a time approach isn't working for you. Sometimes it takes some time to get out of a slump like the one you are in. Give your new therapist some time to help you. I know that you are having to deal with a lot in your life right now. It won't always be like that - hang in there, and believe that it will get better. You have felt better than this before, and you will again.

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