Anon, there is a big difference with you being a victim of the internet and a child who has been harmed at the hand of someone who knows better. If you're telling the truth, you haven't harmed anyone other than yourself so far. Once you touch a child in a perverted way you have harmed an innocent life! You will rob a child of their childhood and cause them harm that they will have to deal with the rest of their lives! You can leave the internet anytime you want and never look back. Not so when a child has been hurt at the hand of another!

You need to get professional help for yourself ASAP!

<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>