You are important Suzzie. It is those dysfunctional people from the past and their treatment of you which is giving you these ideas. Those people mistreated you because abusers need to abuse in order to deal with their own problems. They chose you simply because of access and not because you deserved it or they thought that you were worthless.

This bad treatment does leave you feeling that you are worthless, though, but it isn't true.

Please keep talking to us for these 2 weeks. Your appt. will be really good for you and you need it.