I think it's completely normal for an eating disordered person to do this, or at least that Is what I was told. It's a very competitive disorder. When I was in inpatients and nearing my healthy weight I struggled tramendously with new patients being admitted, I was so envious. Obversly this was the disorder talking.

When I left inpatient I've tried avoiding eating disordered people for this exact reason, but I now find myself welcoming it again. Even though It makes me feel worthless doing it.

I hope you are well, wolfin