Today was about as horrible as last Wednesday, which was my last day at work before I was signed off sick.
I went to Occupational Health and they basically told me what was in the report my manager wrote. Basically, she thinks I'm not fulfilling the requirements for my grade / level and now this is all going to be trashed out with HR! I feel like a complete failure!!!!
I don't think it's really fair though. God, I'm losing my job and with it, the accommodation, as it is tied to my job.
And silly me booked a holiday this morning to make myself feel better. That was before I got confirmation how bad the situation really is. Can't afford this now.
What shall I do???? Apart from starting to apply for other posts (at the moment only part-time and / or temporary ones for what I do professionally)...
Any advice welcome.

I'm feeling so extremely bad about myself and so extremely useless as a person. I thought if I'm not good at relationships, don't have a child or partner to care for, I can at least give people something and making myself useful through my work!!
And now this is said not to be true!