You are so right Sphinx!
I guess I do have the most trouble with that aspect of it... what other people think and the discrimination that goes with it.
A straight couple is free to just love each other fully, and grow together and marry and have a family and life insurance, and everyone knows they are together and nobody minds.
When I go out with a female, its as if the sidewalks roll up, the stores close, the government turns their back, and people become hostile about it. And all the gay bars are only open at night like under the safety of darkness, its sick.
It's really hard to walk around, especially where I live, and get dirty looks and people snickering and not smiling if I am with someone who definitly looks gay.

I wish I could just feel free to do whatever I want but it's not that easy.
I have neighbors who are openly gay, but I dont think they want to talk to me.
Im not sure even how to approach them and let them know... but it would make all the difference in the world to have a group of people, like an alliance... safety in numbers.