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Originally Posted by bsnatched
I am having a really hard time dealing with the mood swings myself. They happen so fast that it is like my head is spinning like a top. They are usually legitimate but not to the extreme that I go to. I don't know whether I'm going to hit something, start crying or start screaming. Sometimes I feel like I am just going to spontaneously com-bust. But I do know one thing, it is not something I can just live with. Something has got to change. It scares me a lot. I never know what I am going to do if I don't drop dead of a heart attack first! Somethings got to give. It makes me feel extremely bad.
I'm not Gemini, I'm Taurus going head on!
Let me know if you find a way to get it under control.  |
Yeah, get some backup! When I started going to the doc this last time (not my first journey into therapy), I was positively vibrating that first visit. I was shaking and twitching and trying to be calm enough to talk. My doc would ask me questions and it irritated me! The nerve, right - someone trying to help me and I'm so mad that she didn't just know what I was trying to say. I'm on meds now, which doesn't really address the borderline treatment exactly, but they sure do calm me down. Once you're there, you're there and you know it - get help. Professional, if you have the resources or even some kind of community program. You don't have to live like that all the time - just maybe part of the time.
