I'm only 15 I know I probably shouldn't be worrying about stuff like this. First I wonder if any guy would even love me, would they actually ever notice me out of other people. Im a very quiet person, shy, I have social anxiety and depression I have ever since I was little. I've dated a few people but it was when I was deeply "sick" in my eating disorder, depression, cutting. Ever since I have a hard time making friends, I tend to isolate myself without even being aware I am. I'm afraid I will never get a guy. My step sister who is 7mnths younger has already had sex has a boyfriend constantly and has guys hit on her. She is in public school and I'm in private.
This may sound weird but my mom left me when I was younger we talked a little and visited but now we don't talk at all last time we did she cussed me out. So I don't have a mom never really had. I wonder who will be there at my wedding but most of all who will be there when I am married and have a baby. Will I only have my husband? If I do get a guy that notices me and picks me and loves me?