whenever i open up with people i have this weird habit... i have to get away from conversations that are going well. i don't know why, i feel tense.

When i was yonger all my old friends in high school they would lose interest in me if i was myself). well i refuse to not be myself now. is this a problem im creating?

now i sometimes get lazy about talking. i am stopping, sometimes i dont even start trying..This is getting worse?~ ?? i have to get away from guys i like... from potential friends. that has kinda been destroying all potential relationships for me for a very long time.

idk why im so sensative =/ maybe i isolating myself too much and thinking too much? so its like compounding fears or something.. does that happen?.

sometimes i wonder why i even go outside anymore

all my old friends are changing and i moved. what is this called,what do i do?