How does one speak about pain? How is pain dealt with? Its not anything specific i just have morbid feelings on many things. Why does my pain affect me physically( like the things im doin) wat am i supposed to say? In a way cutting and drinking n throwin up is better than talking for a reserved person. My mom is pressurin me to go to a t however i shud try a new one. I dont wanna. My problems is not so much to do with my parents- my mom feels im socially awkward and that ive got no relationship with her. But by goin to a t im not really dealin w that cuz im not intrested in having a relationship with her.