The best advice I can give you is to be strong. I was suicidal at one point during my teenage years, and my irritability lead to me making my mom cry quite a few times. I look back on those days with so much guilt that I have begun to wish that I had that time back so I could be a better son, brother, and friend.

My mom confessed to me that she believed she was the problem and that she made the mistakes that caused me to be that way then, and my mental break down now. I told her that if she had not been the strong, loving, understanding parent that she was, I'd probably be dead right now. I will never, ever contemplate suicide because if my mother had the strength to deal with me, love me, and stand by me, then I have the strength to get through my problems.

Do the best you can!