I know how you feel about the weekends. I have for the longest dreaded the weekends. I understand, as I too do not work through the week. So it seems like everything would be the same on the weekends. I call it "horrible weekend syndrome" because all the things and other stuff that have become my routine and stuff change on the weekends.

For one thing for me the Monday thru Friday TV shows that come on daily and patheticly become part of my life on the weekends. So the soaps and sitcoms I regualarly watch through the week aren't on that messes with me. On Sundays there is no mail. The City I live in has no Public Transportation on the weekends. Seems like all these little things add up for me. Also it sub conciously takes me back to when I wasn't housebound mentally ill, and the weekends back then were a different thing, reminds me of how active I once was, and how much my life has changed.

I hope you get to feeling better, I know it is all a challenge. Try to eat even if you don't feel like it. Sometimes I forget that I haven't eaten all day. With my mood my apetite changes.

Best wishes

Peace~ CHRIS

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