Thank you, I am doing well...a little stressed out this week. I have returned to therapy in hopes of dealing with some of my issues, but it's hard because when I start talking about them, it brings all the memories back and I want to retreat back into the ed. (which i know would probably help the emotions go away...but not good)

So, I am dealing, and still trying to enjoy food without the guilt that comes afterward. Sometimes, though, like you, I relish in it and almost welcome it because then it would help me go back to where I was before "recovery." Oh well...that's the disordered way of thinking. I want to give in, but I don't.

Sorry to dump all that on you today! I do hope you are doing well, also!