See, now today I am just fine. FULL of energy, wanting to get outside and weed my garden. Sure I have a few things on my mind that I just haven't said out loud to spare the one involved and it's eating away at me. I don't know if the tears stopped because my friend came over yesterday and pretty much forced me outside or if it just happened on its own.

I'm sick of going through this all of the time. I should keep a journal, maybe it will help me understand the pattern.