I dont find them painful, i think its the wrong word, i just feel uncomfy speakin about stuff.
Im not sure wat my feelings r toward my mom prob some anger is mixed in their along w maybe betrayel. Dunno i just cant stand her and have no intrest in her. I dont want her in my life, however theirs nothing i can do to avoid her being there. Why is talking a way to deal with your pain or whatever. Wats the purpose, does it actually work? Why is it that its considered effective?
Im a bit scared cuz im not eating much and whatever i am usually cone right back up and im drinking and take loads of tylonal plus my nicotine intake, im scared with wats goin on in my body cuz lately im really sleepy and weak and nausous and get exausted real fast. Besides for stomache pain being the norm, just like headaches