So im insane- no news.
I dont want to even think of my mother i cant stand her. I do not want her in my life at all. So im killing my body, i guess ill continue doing so since i want to kill myself, either way.
Im like the polar opposite of a person just spewing out information about their life. So i feel i tried t it didnt help so too bad. Either ill deal with it or ill just give up. Wats t supposed to be about anyway?