I'm sorry for all the stuff you've had to put up with. Yes, PTSD does make it more difficult I think.

I'm not sure why you KNOW some of their actions are merely to tick you off... even if they told you that, they might have been lying to you?

Yes, living in this society takes a lot of decision making about what is worth the responses you might get. Sometimes you have no choice, but when you do... the long run and what is BEST FOR YOU is where you have to respond. It isn't ever easy, imo.

((TC!)))